Saturday, February 20, 2010

2 minds


Its been an eventful month from setting up the place to inaugurating to attending clients..Everything seemed new n fresh. I realised once again that I am a people's person N have this insatiable desire of interacting with people and knowing things on daily basis. Is it me or is it gurlie thing to let ur heart our atleast to one person daily. My talking skills literally amaze me as i can go on and on about any topic for hours togther. Just a week back we all were sitting at the "Jhoola" of dasada resort and discussing on how art & culture can influence our very being. I know of a lovely friend who has done Arengetram , Mime at national levels , theatres n stuff but i could never make out from interacting with her. She would never highlight these talents. I find it very difficult though to contain myself:) If i m even planning to do something its out n open to all. The thoughts in my mind are out loud and clear.
Has anyone been through this? 2 clouds forming in ur head : One says, Dont even look there, he isnt worth it, Second says, babes just chill n enjoi??:) well they dont leave me here. the conversation keeps goin
Cloud 1: He is so cool , i wish i could date him ..
Cloud 2: Uhh he is unreachable, in the end might turn out like others
Cloud 1: Shut up, why do u need to compare always
Cloud 2: I m cautioning u, stay away
Cloud 1: What lotion should I apply today
Cloud 2: Biatch, we r talking about the guy, whr does this lotion come from
Cloud 1: Oh i was thinking vanilla would be good ? wot say? of course to impress him
Cloud 2: Wot vanilla? u like vanilla , does he like, narcissist of the first order

Phew can someone stop these 2 talking ???
This is not one moment... these 2 keep talking in my head throughout the day whnever i am silent. Rest all think that I am contemplating on something serious. Where do they know, My mind keeps talking, I just listen to the one that wins the conversation which again depends on my mood... Did u forget? I am a gemini, dual characteristics:) Miss gooody goody at one time, Naughty to the core on the other hand..

Now bth of them have come to a mutual consensus that i am just typing away anything n hence stop stop stop...